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Good morning sunshine ☀️ I woke up earlier than usual today but I think I got a good nights rest so that's good 🤔👏🏼 I pray everyone has a fantastic Friday and enjoys their weekend! 💁🏻 #boobsoverbones #edrecovery #edfighter #edfam #ana #mia #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #ednos #recoveryinspo #recoveryisworthit
Work was good... cutie kids 🙄. It takes me hour to leave because I can't leave them and someone always needs a hug 😋
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I keep fighting with my mom... about everything. It's really hard on me. Every time we fight I just want to self harm and restrict. I need a mommy. I really need her. But she isn't who I need. She can't be who I need. But I need family,  I need a hug.
I hope the pain gets better,  I hope I find my place, a family...
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Work was good... cutie kids 🙄. It takes me hour to leave because I can't leave them and someone always needs a hug 😋 . I keep fighting with my mom... about everything. It's really hard on me. Every time we fight I just want to self harm and restrict. I need a mommy. I really need her. But she isn't who I need. She can't be who I need. But I need family, I need a hug. I hope the pain gets better, I hope I find my place, a family... . #sandwich  #yumm  #recovery  #edrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #fightingana  #boobsoverbones  #stronger  #strongnotskinny  #bpd  #edwarrior  #anoreixa  #beated  #life  #onebiteatatime  #health  #live  #beatana  #getup  #keepfighting  #recoveryispossible  #lunch  #family 
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Evening everyone! 💟 I made this ed recovery symbol with rocks while I was at the pool AGAIN ☀️💧 I thought it was cute 😂 Anyways, I hope you all are hanging in there and fighting your hardest 👊🏼 I know I'm not posting until now but I've been pretty preoccupied today so I just now logged on 😶 💜

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❗️Im sick of all the supposed "sexual" images that people have been discriminating on social media. Think about this rationally, you would see more flesh than this at a public swimming baths. The clothes I wear do not change the intentions of this picture, which is to explain my opinion and help people with eating disorders❗️ I never thought i would be living at double the weight i was 2 years ago, never mind loving it. And as if my eating disorder was trying to convince me that I needed to be at an even lower weight to be happy with my body. I am the living proof that anorexia was lying to me for all that time. Ps: I've stayed at my boyfriends for the past couple nights and I'm feeling a lot better, thank you for everyone that's been there for me as some of you know ive had a hard few days. But ive been coping really well with emotions and i will take my meds tonight now im home❤️
❗️Im sick of all the supposed "sexual" images that people have been discriminating on social media. Think about this rationally, you would see more flesh than this at a public swimming baths. The clothes I wear do not change the intentions of this picture, which is to explain my opinion and help people with eating disorders❗️ I never thought i would be living at double the weight i was 2 years ago, never mind loving it. And as if my eating disorder was trying to convince me that I needed to be at an even lower weight to be happy with my body. I am the living proof that anorexia was lying to me for all that time. Ps: I've stayed at my boyfriends for the past couple nights and I'm feeling a lot better, thank you for everyone that's been there for me as some of you know ive had a hard few days. But ive been coping really well with emotions and i will take my meds tonight now im home❤️
Just because you're healthy, just because you're weight restored, doesn't mean the challenges stop! 💁🏼Today's cheeky challenge is a Starbucks Caramel Frappuccino! 💃🏼 Spontaneous decision with Tom this morning and unknown calories but yolo 🤷🏼‍♀️ I let Tom go up and order them so I couldn't check the board! Numbers do not define me and I don't care! And it is YUM! No, anorexia, I do not need to stay in my comfort zone! 💁🏼 I've wanted a proper frappuccino for yeaaaars (disclaimer: I don't like whipped cream) and this hit the spot! A very happy and content Becky! And Tom got one too 😊 So go all the healthy peeps (and everyone else obvs) out there, don't be afraid to push yourself and go for it! 💃🏼 -
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Just because you're healthy, just because you're weight restored, doesn't mean the challenges stop! 💁🏼Today's cheeky challenge is a Starbucks Caramel Frappuccino! 💃🏼 Spontaneous decision with Tom this morning and unknown calories but yolo 🤷🏼‍♀️ I let Tom go up and order them so I couldn't check the board! Numbers do not define me and I don't care! And it is YUM! No, anorexia, I do not need to stay in my comfort zone! 💁🏼 I've wanted a proper frappuccino for yeaaaars (disclaimer: I don't like whipped cream) and this hit the spot! A very happy and content Becky! And Tom got one too 😊 So go all the healthy peeps (and everyone else obvs) out there, don't be afraid to push yourself and go for it! 💃🏼 - - - - - - - - - -#anorexia  #recovery  #food  #fearfood  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #vsco  #protein  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #strongnotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #snack  #recovery  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthy  #gains  #girlgains  #protein  #frappuccino  #starbucks  #caramel  #caramelfrappuccino 
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The Lord will fight for you; you only need to be still // Exodus 14:14 // Goodnight everyone! This verse is perfect for all of us 😌 I know we have all felt like we can't fight any longer but God will fight for you. 👊🏼He cares, loves, and is always there. I pray you all have a lovely day tomorrow! 💜 Please DM me if you ever want to talk 🙌🏼 bye beauties 😻

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The Lord will fight for you; you only need to be still // Exodus 14:14 // Goodnight everyone! This verse is perfect for all of us 😌 I know we have all felt like we can't fight any longer but God will fight for you. 👊🏼He cares, loves, and is always there. I pray you all have a lovely day tomorrow! 💜 Please DM me if you ever want to talk 🙌🏼 bye beauties 😻 #edfighter  #edfam  #ednos  #bulimiarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #boobsoverbones  #ana  #mia  #anarecovery  #miarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery 
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An apple a day keeps the doctor away 🍏🍎 Afternoon angels! 😇 I hope everyone has been having a great day so far! I was at the pool with my sister for a little over 2 hours and got so burnt on my shoulders ☄️ I went to shower 🚿 and all of a sudden it started to burn and I didn't realize until then that I was fried! 😅 Oh whale 🐳 I just finished this apple and it was so crunchy, I loved it! 🤙🏼I had a great time though 🙈 I love y'all bunches and will talk to you later! 💜⭐️😌 #mia #ana #boobsoverbones #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #ednos #edfam #edfighter
An apple a day keeps the doctor away 🍏🍎 Afternoon angels! 😇 I hope everyone has been having a great day so far! I was at the pool with my sister for a little over 2 hours and got so burnt on my shoulders ☄️ I went to shower 🚿 and all of a sudden it started to burn and I didn't realize until then that I was fried! 😅 Oh whale 🐳 I just finished this apple and it was so crunchy, I loved it! 🤙🏼I had a great time though 🙈 I love y'all bunches and will talk to you later! 💜⭐️😌 #mia  #ana  #boobsoverbones  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimiarecovery  #ednos  #edfam  #edfighter 
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Sticky toffee and date cookie this morning with a milky Americano 😊 The cookie is one of the new range from work but it wasn't actually amazing 😂 Like, it was good, but not as good as others I've had! Anyway, escaping the house for a while as we've got builders in so I've come out for coffee and to visit the dry cleaners etc 👍🏻 Especially as we can't claim our free Waitrose coffee when we work so it's a must on days off! I'm working Friday through to Sunday so I've got today and tomorrow off as my 'weekend' 😊 So chilling and enjoying it! Weigh in this morning was also successful, pretty much a maintain so I'm happy with that 👍🏻 Aim today is to keep super hydrated and rest up. Also need to pop to GP for prescription and to book an appt, but the MAIN thing is that Tom has a JOB INTERVIEW so everyone please think of him at 2pm! Bless him! Fingers and toes crossed! Have a good day peeps 💃🏼 -
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Sticky toffee and date cookie this morning with a milky Americano 😊 The cookie is one of the new range from work but it wasn't actually amazing 😂 Like, it was good, but not as good as others I've had! Anyway, escaping the house for a while as we've got builders in so I've come out for coffee and to visit the dry cleaners etc 👍🏻 Especially as we can't claim our free Waitrose coffee when we work so it's a must on days off! I'm working Friday through to Sunday so I've got today and tomorrow off as my 'weekend' 😊 So chilling and enjoying it! Weigh in this morning was also successful, pretty much a maintain so I'm happy with that 👍🏻 Aim today is to keep super hydrated and rest up. Also need to pop to GP for prescription and to book an appt, but the MAIN thing is that Tom has a JOB INTERVIEW so everyone please think of him at 2pm! Bless him! Fingers and toes crossed! Have a good day peeps 💃🏼 - - - - - - - - - - - -anorexia #recovery  #food  #fearfood  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #vsco  #protein  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #strongnotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #snack  #recovery  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthy  #gains  #girlgains  #protein  #cookie  #toffee  #americano  #dates 
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Day 251: One of my fave breakfasts at the moment of super milky muesli, banana, strawberries and innocent juice. Left the muesli to soak while I showered 👍 
Had my hair cut on Monday and it's now rather short! This time in recovery, I'd say I've lost over half of my hair and it looks terrible! Having those 2 inches chopped helped though as I've got sooooo much new growth. I look like a tufty duckling at the moment! Ahhh can't wait for my long, thick, curly hair to be back! Even more reason to keep eating well and keep up with recovery 💪 
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Day 251: One of my fave breakfasts at the moment of super milky muesli, banana, strawberries and innocent juice. Left the muesli to soak while I showered 👍 Had my hair cut on Monday and it's now rather short! This time in recovery, I'd say I've lost over half of my hair and it looks terrible! Having those 2 inches chopped helped though as I've got sooooo much new growth. I look like a tufty duckling at the moment! Ahhh can't wait for my long, thick, curly hair to be back! Even more reason to keep eating well and keep up with recovery 💪 #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #orthorexia  #orthorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #eattogrow  #eattogain  #eattolive  #fuckana  #fuckanorexia  #kickana  #beatana  #beatingana  #beatanorexia  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishtoflorish  #boobsnotnones  #boobsoverbones  #recovery  #realrecovery  #prorecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit 
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Hi again! I just got back from the pool and had a good time 🌻 I wanted to share this pic because it's so true even if we don't want it to be 🤷🏻‍♀️ I hope you all are fighting extra hard today and if you take a step backwards, don't give up. Thanks for 50 followers! I didn't expect to even get that many in a month, let alone a few days! 😅💘 #anorexiarecovery #mia #edfam #ednos #edfighter #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #boobsoverbones #ana #mia
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I'm feeling super self conscious today, I'm in town at 4 o clock which is when a lot of high school students and college students are around ect. Im on my own and I have my scars out. Im not going to lie and say its easy once you're recovered, because on hot days like this I walk around with my scars on show and I feel like the whole world is staring at me. But I don't let this set me back, I focus on the positives. Like hey, I'm on my own in public and getting buses here and there without having a mental breakdown. This time last year I was on a psychiatric ward with the same 4 walls around me 24/7. I didn't even leave the building because I was too ill. If I can get through those times in my life then I can survive a couple of dirty looks, right?
I'm feeling super self conscious today, I'm in town at 4 o clock which is when a lot of high school students and college students are around ect. Im on my own and I have my scars out. Im not going to lie and say its easy once you're recovered, because on hot days like this I walk around with my scars on show and I feel like the whole world is staring at me. But I don't let this set me back, I focus on the positives. Like hey, I'm on my own in public and getting buses here and there without having a mental breakdown. This time last year I was on a psychiatric ward with the same 4 walls around me 24/7. I didn't even leave the building because I was too ill. If I can get through those times in my life then I can survive a couple of dirty looks, right?
Milky enough for you? 2 protein weetabix, with apple and raisins for snack 😋 
Sorry for all the cereal spam but I'm trying to use up all my boxes before I go to Scotland for 6 WEEKS! 
I'm heading up to Lochcarron with 5 others on Saturday to complete my geological mapping project that is part of my university degree. I'm not particularly looking forward to it due to all the hard work involved, not to mention the uncertainty around food and sharing a small bungalow with 5 other people... but I'm doing it!
The fact that I can even say I'm able to go on this trip is a big deal as a year ago I was stuck in hospital, with no hope in hell of being able to trek over Scotland non stop for 6 weeks! Plenty of progress has been made since then however, and anorexia isn't going to stop me getting my degree, NO WAAAY! 
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Milky enough for you? 2 protein weetabix, with apple and raisins for snack 😋 Sorry for all the cereal spam but I'm trying to use up all my boxes before I go to Scotland for 6 WEEKS! I'm heading up to Lochcarron with 5 others on Saturday to complete my geological mapping project that is part of my university degree. I'm not particularly looking forward to it due to all the hard work involved, not to mention the uncertainty around food and sharing a small bungalow with 5 other people... but I'm doing it! The fact that I can even say I'm able to go on this trip is a big deal as a year ago I was stuck in hospital, with no hope in hell of being able to trek over Scotland non stop for 6 weeks! Plenty of progress has been made since then however, and anorexia isn't going to stop me getting my degree, NO WAAAY! #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #orthorexia  #orthorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eattolive  #eattogain  #eattogrow  #eatittobeatit  #nourishtoflorish  #nourishnotpunish  #boobsnotnones  #boobsoverbones  #fuckana  #fuckanorexia  #kickana  #beatingana  #beatana  #beatanorexia  #recovery  #realrecovery  #prorecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit 
This is a hard photo to post as it shows my bloated tummy, healthier arms and legs. Therapy was tough today as it was also weigh day and as most of you know weigh days aren't fun 🙅🏼 I hadn't been weighed in 2 weeks so was extra anxious today - I gained and it was a big gain TW 1.3kg TWO it was hard, I just wanted to give up there and then. What's the point? Why am I still gaining when I lost 100g 2 weeks ago on the same meal plan? Am I eating to much fatty foods? All these thoughts whizzing around my head. I could have said to my therapist 'you know what I don't want to gain anymore weight so I want to stop here'. We got talking though and she asked me 'what are the pros of remaining in the anorexic weight range?' And for the first time I was lost for words as realistically what are the pros of staying anorexic? There aren't any. I'm going to continue fighting, she reassured me that she won't let my weight go out of control and I have made the decision to carry on and get to a weight where I am menstruating which was around 54kg for me last time I went through this process, I just have to trust the professionals and know they are helping me get my life back. I want to go on holiday this year, I want to visit my friends house that he's moving in to, go on adventures with my friends and just be free. I know I'm going to have to go through shitty days, horrendous body image and a whole new wardrobe but I'm not built to fit in to tiny clothes I'm 5ft 7 and have an athletic build due to the sport I use to play I need to start accepting myself and all my flaws. Im scared over what the next week will bring and how my body is going to start changing. I have a great family that will support me through the good and bad and I hope you guys will to! Enjoy the sunshine ☀️ & keep strong 💪🏻 •
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This is a hard photo to post as it shows my bloated tummy, healthier arms and legs. Therapy was tough today as it was also weigh day and as most of you know weigh days aren't fun 🙅🏼 I hadn't been weighed in 2 weeks so was extra anxious today - I gained and it was a big gain TW 1.3kg TWO it was hard, I just wanted to give up there and then. What's the point? Why am I still gaining when I lost 100g 2 weeks ago on the same meal plan? Am I eating to much fatty foods? All these thoughts whizzing around my head. I could have said to my therapist 'you know what I don't want to gain anymore weight so I want to stop here'. We got talking though and she asked me 'what are the pros of remaining in the anorexic weight range?' And for the first time I was lost for words as realistically what are the pros of staying anorexic? There aren't any. I'm going to continue fighting, she reassured me that she won't let my weight go out of control and I have made the decision to carry on and get to a weight where I am menstruating which was around 54kg for me last time I went through this process, I just have to trust the professionals and know they are helping me get my life back. I want to go on holiday this year, I want to visit my friends house that he's moving in to, go on adventures with my friends and just be free. I know I'm going to have to go through shitty days, horrendous body image and a whole new wardrobe but I'm not built to fit in to tiny clothes I'm 5ft 7 and have an athletic build due to the sport I use to play I need to start accepting myself and all my flaws. Im scared over what the next week will bring and how my body is going to start changing. I have a great family that will support me through the good and bad and I hope you guys will to! Enjoy the sunshine ☀️ & keep strong 💪🏻 • • • • • #ana  #anxiety  #anorexia  #anorexic  #ed  #edfamily  #eatingout  #edwarrior  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiarecovery  #recovery  #weightgain  #weightrestored  #healthy  #happy  #strongnotskinny  #struggling  #bodyimage  #boobsoverbones  #balancednotclean  #inpatient  #inspired  #discharge  #depression  #BPD 
The Dark Chocolate KitKats are far superior to the usual ones 😏 Grabbed one on the way home from work yesterday to have this morning! 👍🏻 Busy busy busy morning at work! Managed really well on the new section and feel pretty proud of myself! Now on much needed lunch break and drinking allllll the water 💦 Feeling happy and positive and darn right good 💪🏻 Bring on 5pm 💃🏼 Back to my usual section after lunch so should be a bit more chilled! Have a good afternoon peeps! 💃🏼 -
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The Dark Chocolate KitKats are far superior to the usual ones 😏 Grabbed one on the way home from work yesterday to have this morning! 👍🏻 Busy busy busy morning at work! Managed really well on the new section and feel pretty proud of myself! Now on much needed lunch break and drinking allllll the water 💦 Feeling happy and positive and darn right good 💪🏻 Bring on 5pm 💃🏼 Back to my usual section after lunch so should be a bit more chilled! Have a good afternoon peeps! 💃🏼 - - - - - - - - - - -#anorexia  #recovery  #food  #fearfood  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #vsco  #protein  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #strongnotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #snack  #recovery  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthy  #gains  #girlgains  #protein  #chocolate  #cappuccino  #kitkat  #darkchocolate 
Hi friends 🙋🏻🙋🏽‍♂️ I had a pretty decent day today 💘 I hung out at the pool for about 2 hours and that was loads of fun ☀️💧 Let me just say this, it was so hot (hotter than 116) but it was worth it cause I got a tan 🤷🏻‍♀️ Then I came back and watched movies with my sister and just relaxed since the sun drained us 👭🎞🍿 I may do a late night workout just so I can sleep good and I miss working out since it's been a few weeks 🏃🏽‍♀️I hope everyone had a nice day and don't forget to take it easy! It's very important in order for us to function properly. It's okay to have rest days 😉☝🏼 Please remember my DM is ALWAYS open! I know God put it on my heart to make this account so I wanna help as many people as possible so don't be afraid to reach out 💜 Much love everyone! 😇 
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Hi friends 🙋🏻🙋🏽‍♂️ I had a pretty decent day today 💘 I hung out at the pool for about 2 hours and that was loads of fun ☀️💧 Let me just say this, it was so hot (hotter than 116) but it was worth it cause I got a tan 🤷🏻‍♀️ Then I came back and watched movies with my sister and just relaxed since the sun drained us 👭🎞🍿 I may do a late night workout just so I can sleep good and I miss working out since it's been a few weeks 🏃🏽‍♀️I hope everyone had a nice day and don't forget to take it easy! It's very important in order for us to function properly. It's okay to have rest days 😉☝🏼 Please remember my DM is ALWAYS open! I know God put it on my heart to make this account so I wanna help as many people as possible so don't be afraid to reach out 💜 Much love everyone! 😇 #recoveryisworthit  #foodforfuel  #recoveryinspo  #bulimiarecovery  #ana  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #boobsoverbones  #edfighter  #ednos  #edfam  #mia  #anorexiarecovery 
I can not dance anymore 😂
 I'M SO TIRED!!!
We are performing on Thursday,  just a few more days and I get to rest 🙂
I'm tried 😆
I need to rest
Lets face it I'll rest one day and miss dance again😋 but I need to rest!
Can't wait till we perform 😆
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I can not dance anymore 😂 I'M SO TIRED!!! We are performing on Thursday, just a few more days and I get to rest 🙂 I'm tried 😆 I need to rest Lets face it I'll rest one day and miss dance again😋 but I need to rest! Can't wait till we perform 😆 . #snack  #yumm  #recovery  #edrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #fightingana  #boobsoverbones  #stronger  #strongnotskinny  #bpd  #edwarrior  #anoreixa  #beated  #life  #onebiteatatime  #health  #live  #beatana  #recoveryispossible  #protein  #proteinsnack  #dancer 
Now, talk about something that gives you chills! I finished reading a memoir and when I read these sentences, I froze in shock and had to process what I just read. 🙄 This will forever be my new favorite paragraph in a book 👏🏼My friends, please take this to heart. 💜 It's not like we can start eating in a snap or stop purging overnight. It takes times, patience, and every bit in you to put an end to it. But sometimes, just sometimes, you reach a point where you have to make a choice. Would you rather die giving up..because I know I'd much rather realize that in the end I tried and fought. I hope God blesses you all and have a great day everyone! 💪🏼😻 #boobsoverbones #edrecovery #edfighter #ednos #miarecovery #mia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #ana #bulimiarecovery #recoveryinspo #foodforfuel #recoveryisworthit
Now, talk about something that gives you chills! I finished reading a memoir and when I read these sentences, I froze in shock and had to process what I just read. 🙄 This will forever be my new favorite paragraph in a book 👏🏼My friends, please take this to heart. 💜 It's not like we can start eating in a snap or stop purging overnight. It takes times, patience, and every bit in you to put an end to it. But sometimes, just sometimes, you reach a point where you have to make a choice. Would you rather die giving up..because I know I'd much rather realize that in the end I tried and fought. I hope God blesses you all and have a great day everyone! 💪🏼😻 #boobsoverbones  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #ednos  #miarecovery  #mia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #ana  #bulimiarecovery  #recoveryinspo  #foodforfuel  #recoveryisworthit 
Day 28: lunch. A rather random array of 'picky' foods for lunch today: chicken, carrot sticks, cucumber, beetroot, @goshfreefrom sweetcorn and quinoa bites, sugar snap peas and salsa. We've had one of those afternoons so far of rushing here there any everywhere as we've had a bit of a medical issue with one of my sisters where she's had to go to hospital for some tests (nothing major) and the other was with her but needed to go and pick all three of my nieces and nephews up from school so that meant we quickly did a food shop and collected her. No idea what's happening there or what's happening tonight. But we shall see how the day unfolds! I'm definitely sitting out in the sunshine after this though! #lunch #asda #food #fooddiary #foodisfuel #eatwell #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edwarrior #edsoldier #edrecovery #boobsoverbones #strong #strongnotskinny #fighter #foodblogger #nourishnotpunish #nutrition #colourful #balancednotclean #balance #motivated #gainingweightiscool #gains #life
Day 28: lunch. A rather random array of 'picky' foods for lunch today: chicken, carrot sticks, cucumber, beetroot, @goshfreefrom sweetcorn and quinoa bites, sugar snap peas and salsa. We've had one of those afternoons so far of rushing here there any everywhere as we've had a bit of a medical issue with one of my sisters where she's had to go to hospital for some tests (nothing major) and the other was with her but needed to go and pick all three of my nieces and nephews up from school so that meant we quickly did a food shop and collected her. No idea what's happening there or what's happening tonight. But we shall see how the day unfolds! I'm definitely sitting out in the sunshine after this though! #lunch  #asda  #food  #fooddiary  #foodisfuel  #eatwell  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #edrecovery  #boobsoverbones  #strong  #strongnotskinny  #fighter  #foodblogger  #nourishnotpunish  #nutrition  #colourful  #balancednotclean  #balance  #motivated  #gainingweightiscool  #gains  #life 
Long lost friend for snack this morning! A mint Aero with a cappuccino on my morning break earlier 🍫 I forgot how much I love them! Work is very busy so it's going quickly! 💃🏼 Honesty time though, yesterday evening my mood crashed and I had the worst and most intrusive thoughts I've had in a LONG time. I felt awful. It came out of nowhere and really surprised me. No specific trigger or anything. I'm usually so chipper and positive but Anorexia really screamed last night. I wouldn't say it was relapse thoughts, just general loud voices etc and it was pretty scary 😕🙈 But none of us are perfect and bad days happen. Being at work today has helped ENORMOUSLY and is the best distraction. And here I am, eating my full lunch as normal, bashing on and putting Anorexia in her place. Bad days don't last forever right? For now, bring on 6pm! 💃🏼
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Long lost friend for snack this morning! A mint Aero with a cappuccino on my morning break earlier 🍫 I forgot how much I love them! Work is very busy so it's going quickly! 💃🏼 Honesty time though, yesterday evening my mood crashed and I had the worst and most intrusive thoughts I've had in a LONG time. I felt awful. It came out of nowhere and really surprised me. No specific trigger or anything. I'm usually so chipper and positive but Anorexia really screamed last night. I wouldn't say it was relapse thoughts, just general loud voices etc and it was pretty scary 😕🙈 But none of us are perfect and bad days happen. Being at work today has helped ENORMOUSLY and is the best distraction. And here I am, eating my full lunch as normal, bashing on and putting Anorexia in her place. Bad days don't last forever right? For now, bring on 6pm! 💃🏼 - - - - - - - - - - - - -#anorexia  #recovery  #food  #fearfood  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #vsco  #protein  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #strongnotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #snack  #recovery  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthy  #gains  #girlgains  #protein  #chocolate  #cappuccino  #aero  #mint  #mintchocolate 
Lets be honest guys, my legs have scars and bites and spots and patchy white bits and flabby bits. But its hot outside and if i want to have my legs out, i will fucking have my legs out. So should you💞
Lets be honest guys, my legs have scars and bites and spots and patchy white bits and flabby bits. But its hot outside and if i want to have my legs out, i will fucking have my legs out. So should you💞
Day 246: My fave pesto pasta strikes again after a busy morning including blood test, haircut, food shop and most importantly trying out hair styles for my ball on Friday! I also tried on my ball dress and shoes again and I'm so pleased with how well they match considering they were ordered separately! 
Bring on Friday and an evening filled with fun, food, booze, music and FRIENDS ❤️ I can't wait to see all my uni peeps again! Already missing them! Life is GOOD and recovery is 1000000% worth it 💪 
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Day 246: My fave pesto pasta strikes again after a busy morning including blood test, haircut, food shop and most importantly trying out hair styles for my ball on Friday! I also tried on my ball dress and shoes again and I'm so pleased with how well they match considering they were ordered separately! Bring on Friday and an evening filled with fun, food, booze, music and FRIENDS ❤️ I can't wait to see all my uni peeps again! Already missing them! Life is GOOD and recovery is 1000000% worth it 💪 #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #orthorexia  #orthorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #eatittobeatit  #eattogain  #eattolive  #eattogrow  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishtoflorish  #boobsoverbones  #boobsnotnones  #realrecovery  #prorecovery  #recovery  #edrecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #anawho  #2fab4ana 
Buongiorno patati 🥔🍟
Come state? Io bene benissimo!! Ieri sera ho passato una bellissima serata con mamma, e mi sono anche aperta parlandone di cose che spesso tendo a tenere per me. Ma lei è proprio un'amica perciò mi sento libera di dirle tutto.👯 È bellissimo come il nostro rapporto sia migliorato nell'ultimo anno! Da quando ho 13 anni litigavamo ogni singolo giorno, ed ero arrivata a non vederla per una settimana intera 😣(nonostante le fosse a casa e non in viaggio..)
Ma ☝🏼 non pensiamoci ora!! Mi sono svegliata presto a causa dei pelosi 🐕 e mia mamma era già uscita 💼
Mi sono letteralmente tuffata 🌊 in questo pancake che mi ero preparata ieri 😻
••pancake al grano saraceno ripieno di yogurt 🍦 greco, e topping di albicocca 🍑 e burro di arachidi 🥜
LIBIDINE 🤤🚀 no comment davvero. Era buonissimo!! Lasciato in frigo la notte lo yogurt si compatta e diventa ancora più buono 😋
Oggi non ho piani particolari, alle 17.39 andrò in palestra m, ma altrimenti non ho piani per adesso! Devo di sicura farmi la ceretta 😭 perché l'estetista non ha posto.. se sentite urlare sappiate che sono io!! 🙋🏼
Buon lunedì tesori🌸
#pancakedaywithyadri
Buongiorno patati 🥔🍟 Come state? Io bene benissimo!! Ieri sera ho passato una bellissima serata con mamma, e mi sono anche aperta parlandone di cose che spesso tendo a tenere per me. Ma lei è proprio un'amica perciò mi sento libera di dirle tutto.👯 È bellissimo come il nostro rapporto sia migliorato nell'ultimo anno! Da quando ho 13 anni litigavamo ogni singolo giorno, ed ero arrivata a non vederla per una settimana intera 😣(nonostante le fosse a casa e non in viaggio..) Ma ☝🏼 non pensiamoci ora!! Mi sono svegliata presto a causa dei pelosi 🐕 e mia mamma era già uscita 💼 Mi sono letteralmente tuffata 🌊 in questo pancake che mi ero preparata ieri 😻 ••pancake al grano saraceno ripieno di yogurt 🍦 greco, e topping di albicocca 🍑 e burro di arachidi 🥜 LIBIDINE 🤤🚀 no comment davvero. Era buonissimo!! Lasciato in frigo la notte lo yogurt si compatta e diventa ancora più buono 😋 Oggi non ho piani particolari, alle 17.39 andrò in palestra m, ma altrimenti non ho piani per adesso! Devo di sicura farmi la ceretta 😭 perché l'estetista non ha posto.. se sentite urlare sappiate che sono io!! 🙋🏼 Buon lunedì tesori🌸 #pancakedaywithyadri 
Hope everyone had an awesome day and if not, just remember "it's a bad day, not a bad life" no matter how down in the dumps you may feel 🙄 This is a picture of my precious dog. She's 11!! 🙈💛 Oh and happy Father's Day to all you fathers out there. 👨🏻👨🏼👨🏽God blessed many children with great dads and don't forget to thank them for all they do. 😊♥️ Well I'm logging off for the day just so I can relax and enjoy the rest of the evening. Sleep well you guys!! Much love 💗✨⭐️ #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #ana #mia #miarecovery #anarecovery #ednos #edfighter #edrecovery #foodforfuel #boobsoverbones
Hope everyone had an awesome day and if not, just remember "it's a bad day, not a bad life" no matter how down in the dumps you may feel 🙄 This is a picture of my precious dog. She's 11!! 🙈💛 Oh and happy Father's Day to all you fathers out there. 👨🏻👨🏼👨🏽God blessed many children with great dads and don't forget to thank them for all they do. 😊♥️ Well I'm logging off for the day just so I can relax and enjoy the rest of the evening. Sleep well you guys!! Much love 💗✨⭐️ #eatingdisorder  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #ana  #mia  #miarecovery  #anarecovery  #ednos  #edfighter  #edrecovery  #foodforfuel  #boobsoverbones 
Hottest girl ever 😍😍😍
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Day 27: Father's Day wandering! This is what it's about. This is why I'm trying so damn hard to push through the horrible times, fight every single thing thrown at me and why I accepted I needed to begin recovery, nearly a month a go! For days like this. Time with the people that matter! Doing things I love to do and having those care free moments when just having fun is the only focus. Knowing how much yesterday tired my mum out (she has a condition that causes her overwhelming fatigue and excruciating pain at the best of times but when she's done too much and not rested enough it's ultimately much more debilitating for her) and she'd be needing a long time in bed this morning I asked Pops if he'd like to explore the area a little and go for a wander. So we did! And it was wonderful. I didn't feel tired, or want to turn back round after 5 minutes and for the whole time we were out all that we focussed on was exploring and just having a laugh. We had to cut it short a little bit to get back for mum but I could have carried on for hours. Its the times like this that are the real therapy in recovery. The things that make you realise there's so much more to life than what your body looks like, what food you're eating, when you're eating it, exhausting yourself with hours of exercise and frankly being bullied by an ugly voice in your head and it's the things like this that make you want to beat it away and ultimately stop it for good. Don't get my wrong I have a hell of a long way to go but this just makes me more determined to do it! This morning/afternoon I felt some of the old me, the REAL me, coming out again. I'm going to get her back, slowly but surely! #recovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverynotrelapse #edrecovery #anarecovery #prorecovery #adultswitheds #anorexia #anarecovery #realrecovery #minniemaud #relax #walk #happy #family #edfam #edwarrior #edsoldier #summer #healthy #healthynotskinny #boobsoverbones #balance #holiday #balancednotclean #life
Day 27: Father's Day wandering! This is what it's about. This is why I'm trying so damn hard to push through the horrible times, fight every single thing thrown at me and why I accepted I needed to begin recovery, nearly a month a go! For days like this. Time with the people that matter! Doing things I love to do and having those care free moments when just having fun is the only focus. Knowing how much yesterday tired my mum out (she has a condition that causes her overwhelming fatigue and excruciating pain at the best of times but when she's done too much and not rested enough it's ultimately much more debilitating for her) and she'd be needing a long time in bed this morning I asked Pops if he'd like to explore the area a little and go for a wander. So we did! And it was wonderful. I didn't feel tired, or want to turn back round after 5 minutes and for the whole time we were out all that we focussed on was exploring and just having a laugh. We had to cut it short a little bit to get back for mum but I could have carried on for hours. Its the times like this that are the real therapy in recovery. The things that make you realise there's so much more to life than what your body looks like, what food you're eating, when you're eating it, exhausting yourself with hours of exercise and frankly being bullied by an ugly voice in your head and it's the things like this that make you want to beat it away and ultimately stop it for good. Don't get my wrong I have a hell of a long way to go but this just makes me more determined to do it! This morning/afternoon I felt some of the old me, the REAL me, coming out again. I'm going to get her back, slowly but surely! #recovery  #recoveryisworthit  #recoverynotrelapse  #edrecovery  #anarecovery  #prorecovery  #adultswitheds  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #realrecovery  #minniemaud  #relax  #walk  #happy  #family  #edfam  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #summer  #healthy  #healthynotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #balance  #holiday  #balancednotclean  #life 
Spread it on thick 💃🏼 Nutella muffin this morning after a bowl of cornflakes (made a nice change) and a glass of delicious Waitrose tropical juice! It was juice but was so thick like a smoothie, really recommend! Anyway, today is a chill day with a trip into town for coffee and a mooch! Then maybe a walk this afternoon but probably a relaxing chilled time at home! Happy Father's Day to everyone and a particular thought goes out to all those Pappas who are no longer with us ❤️ Make them proud people! ❤️💪🏻 Now to have coffee and get ready 💃🏼 Feeling positive and motivated 😊 -
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Spread it on thick 💃🏼 Nutella muffin this morning after a bowl of cornflakes (made a nice change) and a glass of delicious Waitrose tropical juice! It was juice but was so thick like a smoothie, really recommend! Anyway, today is a chill day with a trip into town for coffee and a mooch! Then maybe a walk this afternoon but probably a relaxing chilled time at home! Happy Father's Day to everyone and a particular thought goes out to all those Pappas who are no longer with us ❤️ Make them proud people! ❤️💪🏻 Now to have coffee and get ready 💃🏼 Feeling positive and motivated 😊 - - - - - - - - -#anorexia  #recovery  #food  #fearfood  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #vsco  #protein  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #strongnotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #coffee  #snack  #recovery  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthy  #gains  #girlgains  #protein  #breakfast  #muffin  #nutella  #chocolate  #dontskimponspread 
Day 245: Shreddies and innocent juice... what a treat! Thanks Mum for providing 👍 
After weighing this morning, I can officially confirm that I have reached the highest weight I've been in 20 months... not to mention that I broke into a brand new BMI bracket this morning! Not feeling too fussed, in fact, I'm feeling proud and relieved! I'm excited to reach healthy again 🎉 
Had a great nights sleep in my own bed and now to kick off a busy day of unpacking and odd jobs!
Enjoy the sunshine on this glorious Sunday, have fun with food, feel no guilt and cherish the wonderful world and the people around you 😊 
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Day 245: Shreddies and innocent juice... what a treat! Thanks Mum for providing 👍 After weighing this morning, I can officially confirm that I have reached the highest weight I've been in 20 months... not to mention that I broke into a brand new BMI bracket this morning! Not feeling too fussed, in fact, I'm feeling proud and relieved! I'm excited to reach healthy again 🎉 Had a great nights sleep in my own bed and now to kick off a busy day of unpacking and odd jobs! Enjoy the sunshine on this glorious Sunday, have fun with food, feel no guilt and cherish the wonderful world and the people around you 😊 #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #orthorexia  #orthorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #eattolive  #eattogrow  #eattogain  #eatittobeatit  #fuckana  #fuckanorexia  #kickana  #beatingana  #beatanaorexia  #beatana  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishtoflourish  #boobsoverbones  #boobsnotnones  #recovery  #prorecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible 
Here's the truth about dressing rooms: Everybody hates them. They make you sweaty and you feel fat and disgusting when you try clothes that are too small. They lower your self esteem when you catch a glance of your back in the mirror. I tried on these jeans and realised that the size 12 didn't fit me, so feeling quite shameful i went to get a size 14 from the rack. I didn't buy half the clothes i tried on, but the ones i did buy make me feel amazing. I got home and put the jeans on and felt good despite knowing the number on the label. It may make you feel like shit when you have to go back to get a bigger/smaller size. But only you will know that number and when you wear the clothes that fit, no matter what the size, you will look beautiful. Ive been convincing myself that my pre-ed clothes still fit, that i don't have to buy bigger sizes. But really, come on Mia, they're well too small and you need to treat yourself to a new wardrobe. So i did and i feel great, no regrets. A number will not define me, but a set of new nice clothes will make me feel like me.
Here's the truth about dressing rooms: Everybody hates them. They make you sweaty and you feel fat and disgusting when you try clothes that are too small. They lower your self esteem when you catch a glance of your back in the mirror. I tried on these jeans and realised that the size 12 didn't fit me, so feeling quite shameful i went to get a size 14 from the rack. I didn't buy half the clothes i tried on, but the ones i did buy make me feel amazing. I got home and put the jeans on and felt good despite knowing the number on the label. It may make you feel like shit when you have to go back to get a bigger/smaller size. But only you will know that number and when you wear the clothes that fit, no matter what the size, you will look beautiful. Ive been convincing myself that my pre-ed clothes still fit, that i don't have to buy bigger sizes. But really, come on Mia, they're well too small and you need to treat yourself to a new wardrobe. So i did and i feel great, no regrets. A number will not define me, but a set of new nice clothes will make me feel like me.
Your girl's going clothes shopping for clothes that fit and she has her scars out👋🏻
Your girl's going clothes shopping for clothes that fit and she has her scars out👋🏻
Double trouble 😎 Feeling good in myself today and so ready for a day out with my favourite lady @jersey_girl08 💃🏼 Favourite outfit on and I'm feeling myself! 😏 Healthy and happy and ready for a day out! So proud of myself for how I've coped with a busy week at work this week and haven't restricted one bit! It's just not worth it! Sure I'm bigger than I was, but I'm stronger, healthier and down right happier! Recovery is a beautiful thing and you have to keep choosing it every day! It's brilliant! So keep fighting people, it's worth it! Now I need to get to the station to catch my train! Have a wonderful day peeps! ❤️💃🏼 -
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Double trouble 😎 Feeling good in myself today and so ready for a day out with my favourite lady @jersey_girl08 💃🏼 Favourite outfit on and I'm feeling myself! 😏 Healthy and happy and ready for a day out! So proud of myself for how I've coped with a busy week at work this week and haven't restricted one bit! It's just not worth it! Sure I'm bigger than I was, but I'm stronger, healthier and down right happier! Recovery is a beautiful thing and you have to keep choosing it every day! It's brilliant! So keep fighting people, it's worth it! Now I need to get to the station to catch my train! Have a wonderful day peeps! ❤️💃🏼 - - - - - - -#anorexia  #recovery  #food  #fearfood  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #vsco  #protein  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #strongnotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #snack  #recovery  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthy  #gains  #girlgains  #protein  #gainingweightiscool  #weightgain 
Hey everyoneee💁🏼as its sat-fat Friday, thought i'd treat myself to chips and curry and pie cause why not👌🏻I promise you I eat balanced😂tomorrow may also be a sat-fat Saturday, and then maybe a sat-fat Sunday ect. My eating disorder is long gone, bye bai👋🏻
Hey everyoneee💁🏼as its sat-fat Friday, thought i'd treat myself to chips and curry and pie cause why not👌🏻I promise you I eat balanced😂tomorrow may also be a sat-fat Saturday, and then maybe a sat-fat Sunday ect. My eating disorder is long gone, bye bai👋🏻
Day 243: A cheese and chutney sandwich on my last day of term in Oxford before heading home! 
There were so many times this year when I was about to pack it all in and give up on my degree. But, this term, despite exams and endless revision, I've finally seen the potential that uni has to offer and I've had so much fun! I am truly truly grateful that I stayed strong and persevered through the tough times. I've proved to the doctors, my parents and most important to ME that recovery from anorexia is possible at university and it is possible to do it alone. There's a distance still to go but I WILL get there. I am so proud that I stuck it out. My Oxford degree will be so worth it and the strength and determination I have gained from this year is astounding! 
Bring on the next 2 years of fun packed, anorexia free life! 🌈 ☀️ #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #orthorexia #orthorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #eattolive #eattogain #eattogrow #fuckana #fuckanorexia #kickana #beatana #beatingana #beatanorexia #nourishnotpunish #nourishtoflourish #boobsnotnones #boobsoverbones #recovery #prorecovery #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible
Day 243: A cheese and chutney sandwich on my last day of term in Oxford before heading home! There were so many times this year when I was about to pack it all in and give up on my degree. But, this term, despite exams and endless revision, I've finally seen the potential that uni has to offer and I've had so much fun! I am truly truly grateful that I stayed strong and persevered through the tough times. I've proved to the doctors, my parents and most important to ME that recovery from anorexia is possible at university and it is possible to do it alone. There's a distance still to go but I WILL get there. I am so proud that I stuck it out. My Oxford degree will be so worth it and the strength and determination I have gained from this year is astounding! Bring on the next 2 years of fun packed, anorexia free life! 🌈 ☀️ #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #orthorexia  #orthorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #eattolive  #eattogain  #eattogrow  #fuckana  #fuckanorexia  #kickana  #beatana  #beatingana  #beatanorexia  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishtoflourish  #boobsnotnones  #boobsoverbones  #recovery  #prorecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible 
I find it unbelievable that my Mum HATES kitkats 😳 Like how?! They're so good! Kitkat with a cappuccino this morning for snack 🍫 Just on much needed lunch break now and ready to bash out the last 3.5 hours before home time at 5pm, I love 8-5pm shifts! Work going well and working hard 💪🏻 Then a weekend off with lovely plans! Hope you're all okay ❤️ -
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I find it unbelievable that my Mum HATES kitkats 😳 Like how?! They're so good! Kitkat with a cappuccino this morning for snack 🍫 Just on much needed lunch break now and ready to bash out the last 3.5 hours before home time at 5pm, I love 8-5pm shifts! Work going well and working hard 💪🏻 Then a weekend off with lovely plans! Hope you're all okay ❤️ - - - - - - - - - - -#anorexia  #recovery  #food  #fearfood  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #vsco  #protein  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #strongnotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #snack  #recovery  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthy  #gains  #girlgains  #protein  #chocolate  #cappuccino  #kitkat 
Day 24: supper! Back from my sisters for the night now and throwing together yet another random selection of snacks for pre-bedtime eating. First is a bowl of roasted chickpeas, BBQ beef jerky and some sweet curry pea snacks that I stole from my sister as I was intrigued by them. Then I've got a plate of melon and Choc shot with a blueberry liquorice stick! Managed to eat dinner in her kitchen without any problems so that's a plus! She's also let me borrow a proper bowl to use too! So no more plate pretending to be a bowl. So relieved. Tomorrow I'm back round there again in the day time, to decorate one of nieces birthday cakes as she's 6 tomorrow (the other is 6 on Monday!), with talks of going for a walk on the beach and I'm not sure what evening plans are. Hope everyone has had a wonderful day! Good night world! #carbsafterdark #prorecovery #realrecovery #noslackingonsnacking #eat #eatwell #fearfood #strongnotskinny #balance #motivated #food #sweets #protein #carbs #healthy #healthynotskinny #boobsoverbones #edwarrior #edsoldier #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #foodisfuel #foodblogger #supper #nightsnack
Day 24: supper! Back from my sisters for the night now and throwing together yet another random selection of snacks for pre-bedtime eating. First is a bowl of roasted chickpeas, BBQ beef jerky and some sweet curry pea snacks that I stole from my sister as I was intrigued by them. Then I've got a plate of melon and Choc shot with a blueberry liquorice stick! Managed to eat dinner in her kitchen without any problems so that's a plus! She's also let me borrow a proper bowl to use too! So no more plate pretending to be a bowl. So relieved. Tomorrow I'm back round there again in the day time, to decorate one of nieces birthday cakes as she's 6 tomorrow (the other is 6 on Monday!), with talks of going for a walk on the beach and I'm not sure what evening plans are. Hope everyone has had a wonderful day! Good night world! #carbsafterdark  #prorecovery  #realrecovery  #noslackingonsnacking  #eat  #eatwell  #fearfood  #strongnotskinny  #balance  #motivated  #food  #sweets  #protein  #carbs  #healthy  #healthynotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #foodisfuel  #foodblogger  #supper  #nightsnack 
I cooked dinner tonight as mum was at work till later; it was a ham and cheese 🧀 Kiev, a jacket potato 🥔 and veg🥕it was AMAZING 😍😩 TMI - I have really bad gas and it's been going on for months now and it's so embarrassing. Does anyone else experience this? it's literally like my gut it rotting from the inside 😅😭 picked a challenge out of my challenge jar and initially it was a salmon fillet but I had that plenty of times in IP so it is no longer a fear so decided to pick another and I picked chips so watch this space I'll be challenging them over the next few days as potatoes and carbs are good 👍🏻 #strongnotskinny #foodisfuel #balancednotclean #bodyimage #boobsoverbones #ana #anxiety #anorexic #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #ed #edfamily #eatingout #edwarrior #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #relapse #recovery #recoveryisworthit #inspired #inpatient #discharge #weight #weighin #weightgain #weightloss #weightrestored
I cooked dinner tonight as mum was at work till later; it was a ham and cheese 🧀 Kiev, a jacket potato 🥔 and veg🥕it was AMAZING 😍😩 TMI - I have really bad gas and it's been going on for months now and it's so embarrassing. Does anyone else experience this? it's literally like my gut it rotting from the inside 😅😭 picked a challenge out of my challenge jar and initially it was a salmon fillet but I had that plenty of times in IP so it is no longer a fear so decided to pick another and I picked chips so watch this space I'll be challenging them over the next few days as potatoes and carbs are good 👍🏻 #strongnotskinny  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #bodyimage  #boobsoverbones  #ana  #anxiety  #anorexic  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edfamily  #eatingout  #edwarrior  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #relapse  #recovery  #recoveryisworthit  #inspired  #inpatient  #discharge  #weight  #weighin  #weightgain  #weightloss  #weightrestored 
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Today is my trauma anniversary. And yeah, the past haunts me: but the present enlightens me and the future excites me. "I do not know what the future holds, but I know I hold the future"
Today is my trauma anniversary. And yeah, the past haunts me: but the present enlightens me and the future excites me. "I do not know what the future holds, but I know I hold the future"
It's Thursday which means it's Friday tomorrow which means I am two days away from a WHOLE weekend off! After Friday, I'll have been at work 7 days in a row so I can't wait for some decent time off 😊 Busy busy next week too but I'm loving it. Can't wait to see one of my fave people @jersey_girl08 on Saturday and then Sunday will be chilled! Yesterday was good at work as I was trained up on a new section which was fun! Today I'm working a 1-9:15 which is a killer but I'll survive! This morning meant I could have a lie in and leisurely breakfast so all is good! Cheerios, apple juice and a muffin with peanut butter 👍🏻 Have a good day peeps! -
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It's Thursday which means it's Friday tomorrow which means I am two days away from a WHOLE weekend off! After Friday, I'll have been at work 7 days in a row so I can't wait for some decent time off 😊 Busy busy next week too but I'm loving it. Can't wait to see one of my fave people @jersey_girl08 on Saturday and then Sunday will be chilled! Yesterday was good at work as I was trained up on a new section which was fun! Today I'm working a 1-9:15 which is a killer but I'll survive! This morning meant I could have a lie in and leisurely breakfast so all is good! Cheerios, apple juice and a muffin with peanut butter 👍🏻 Have a good day peeps! - - - - - - - - - - - - - --#anorexia  #recovery  #food  #fearfood  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #vsco  #protein  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #strongnotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #coffee  #snack  #recovery  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthy  #gains  #girlgains  #protein  #breakfast  #cereal  #cheerios  #juice 
Today's been hella stressful! Went to Tesco with my sisters to do part of the food shop while my parents were at work - which was fine but when I got home I had received a letter from ESA saying my sick note had run out - it doesn't run out until August and I sent it off on the 8th. So I spent lunch time on the phone to them trying to get it sorted...then I received a text about an hour/2 hours later saying they have received my sick note and the money will be paid into my account 😅 so in the end it was just a case of our letters crossing over in the post but thankfully it's a positive ending, still waiting for my Hc2 form to come back though which is taking ages 🙃 lunch was my usual chicken salad sandwich, muller rice and orange juice, 🍊 snack was a twirl 🍫 and apple juice 🍎 and tea I kid you not was the one of the nicest things I've ever had. It was BBQ pulled beef on a wholemeal roll and it was so good😩😍 had new potatoes alongside this as carbs are good 🙄👍🏻 said to mum I need to start challenging myself again as I'm sticking with the same breakfast, the same snacks, 2 of the same lunches and then my carbs are tea time don't vary much so that needs to be changed 👍🏻 any suggestions of what I can buy please suggest/comment or DM me 😄 hope you're all okay! The weather has been gorgeous today☀️☀️☀️ #ana #anxiety #anorexia #anorexic #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #ed #edfamily #edwarrior #eatingout #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #weightgain #weightrestored #boobsoverbones #bodyimage #balancednotclean #foodisfuel #strongnotskinny
Today's been hella stressful! Went to Tesco with my sisters to do part of the food shop while my parents were at work - which was fine but when I got home I had received a letter from ESA saying my sick note had run out - it doesn't run out until August and I sent it off on the 8th. So I spent lunch time on the phone to them trying to get it sorted...then I received a text about an hour/2 hours later saying they have received my sick note and the money will be paid into my account 😅 so in the end it was just a case of our letters crossing over in the post but thankfully it's a positive ending, still waiting for my Hc2 form to come back though which is taking ages 🙃 lunch was my usual chicken salad sandwich, muller rice and orange juice, 🍊 snack was a twirl 🍫 and apple juice 🍎 and tea I kid you not was the one of the nicest things I've ever had. It was BBQ pulled beef on a wholemeal roll and it was so good😩😍 had new potatoes alongside this as carbs are good 🙄👍🏻 said to mum I need to start challenging myself again as I'm sticking with the same breakfast, the same snacks, 2 of the same lunches and then my carbs are tea time don't vary much so that needs to be changed 👍🏻 any suggestions of what I can buy please suggest/comment or DM me 😄 hope you're all okay! The weather has been gorgeous today☀️☀️☀️ #ana  #anxiety  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #eatingout  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recovery  #recoveryisworthit  #weightgain  #weightrestored  #boobsoverbones  #bodyimage  #balancednotclean  #foodisfuel  #strongnotskinny 
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Tomorrow marks 2 years since the worst day of my life, the day that changed everything. I woke up imagining it to be any other day, I didn't realise exactly how ill I was. I went to a&e that day and had no idea that i wouln't see my home for another 10 months, I had no idea that those 10 months and onwards would be the most traumatic times of my life. Now, two years on, the memories of each day haunt me and terror me. As the anniversary is tomorrow, my flashbacks are even more vivid and terrifying. I got sent home from school today after another psychotic episode and I'm finding it really hard to manage with negative thoughts. I'm sorry that I'm not in a great state of mind right now to be positive, though I hope I'm feeling better after tomorrow passes. Im going to keep occupied and distracted for now💞love you all!
I owe you guys an update//ptw- - - Tomorrow marks 2 years since the worst day of my life, the day that changed everything. I woke up imagining it to be any other day, I didn't realise exactly how ill I was. I went to a&e that day and had no idea that i wouln't see my home for another 10 months, I had no idea that those 10 months and onwards would be the most traumatic times of my life. Now, two years on, the memories of each day haunt me and terror me. As the anniversary is tomorrow, my flashbacks are even more vivid and terrifying. I got sent home from school today after another psychotic episode and I'm finding it really hard to manage with negative thoughts. I'm sorry that I'm not in a great state of mind right now to be positive, though I hope I'm feeling better after tomorrow passes. Im going to keep occupied and distracted for now💞love you all!
Was so tempted to go and sit in the garden and eat my breakfast! It looks like it's going to be a nice day👍🏻 love days where I can wear summery clothes as it's a big kick in anorexias face ☀️not got a whole lot planned today, going food shopping this afternoon which breaks my day up and probably do some revision for my course on Friday (don't actually need to do any revision but I'm scared I won't know anything) hope you all have a great day! #strongnotskinny #inpatient #ana #anarecovery #anxiety #anorexic #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ed #edfamily #edwarrior #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #weighin #weightrestored #weightgain #weight #weightloss #discharge #foodisfuel #balancednotclean #bodyimage #boobsoverbones
Was so tempted to go and sit in the garden and eat my breakfast! It looks like it's going to be a nice day👍🏻 love days where I can wear summery clothes as it's a big kick in anorexias face ☀️not got a whole lot planned today, going food shopping this afternoon which breaks my day up and probably do some revision for my course on Friday (don't actually need to do any revision but I'm scared I won't know anything) hope you all have a great day! #strongnotskinny  #inpatient  #ana  #anarecovery  #anxiety  #anorexic  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #weighin  #weightrestored  #weightgain  #weight  #weightloss  #discharge  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #bodyimage  #boobsoverbones 
Watching these videos is basically my life, I find them so good and interesting to watch 👍🏻 had my hair cut for the first time in 9 months as when I was in hospital I didn't get it done. My hairdresser has an 8 month old so brought him with her and me and my sisters spent the afternoon playing with him which was lovely and he's super cute😩 makes me want a baby so bad, gotta get them gains on so I actually have a period 😶 tea was a jacket potato and hot & spicy chicken strips 🍗. Felt so guilty afterwards and body image is horrendous 😟 snack is a crunchie and milk and then going to watch love island at 10 🌴 finished watching orange is the new black today which was so good, why did it have to end on a bloody cliff hanger 😭😭 I keep forgetting to take photos of my food and when I do it's already been half eaten or looks really unphotogenic 😂 hope you're all okay ❤️ #ana #anxiety #anorexia #anorexic #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #ed #edfamily #edwarrior #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #balancednotclean #bodyimage #boobsoverbones #weight #weighin #weightloss #weightgain #weightrestored #strongnotskinny #inpatient #discharge
Watching these videos is basically my life, I find them so good and interesting to watch 👍🏻 had my hair cut for the first time in 9 months as when I was in hospital I didn't get it done. My hairdresser has an 8 month old so brought him with her and me and my sisters spent the afternoon playing with him which was lovely and he's super cute😩 makes me want a baby so bad, gotta get them gains on so I actually have a period 😶 tea was a jacket potato and hot & spicy chicken strips 🍗. Felt so guilty afterwards and body image is horrendous 😟 snack is a crunchie and milk and then going to watch love island at 10 🌴 finished watching orange is the new black today which was so good, why did it have to end on a bloody cliff hanger 😭😭 I keep forgetting to take photos of my food and when I do it's already been half eaten or looks really unphotogenic 😂 hope you're all okay ❤️ #ana  #anxiety  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recovery  #recoveryisworthit  #balancednotclean  #bodyimage  #boobsoverbones  #weight  #weighin  #weightloss  #weightgain  #weightrestored  #strongnotskinny  #inpatient  #discharge 
Another one of my 21 gifts from @elliesrecovery16 was this white twix! I was given one a while back but palmed it off to Mum as I was too scared to try it! But today is the day and I've pretty much conquered every chocolate bar around as you guys know! So morning snack was the twix and a cappuccino 😊 It actually surprised me as I'm not a huge white choc fan! Prefer a normal one but I'd definitely have it again if offered! Anyway, lunch break! I've had a really good morning so far (working an 8-5pm) as I was on the juice bar training which was fun and I even sampled the juices?! 😏👍🏻 They are so good! But so over priced oh my days Waitrose 😅 Then back to my usual section for the remainder of the day 😊 On a full day of juice bar tomorrow 😊 Moving forwards! Have a good day peeps! -
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Another one of my 21 gifts from @elliesrecovery16 was this white twix! I was given one a while back but palmed it off to Mum as I was too scared to try it! But today is the day and I've pretty much conquered every chocolate bar around as you guys know! So morning snack was the twix and a cappuccino 😊 It actually surprised me as I'm not a huge white choc fan! Prefer a normal one but I'd definitely have it again if offered! Anyway, lunch break! I've had a really good morning so far (working an 8-5pm) as I was on the juice bar training which was fun and I even sampled the juices?! 😏👍🏻 They are so good! But so over priced oh my days Waitrose 😅 Then back to my usual section for the remainder of the day 😊 On a full day of juice bar tomorrow 😊 Moving forwards! Have a good day peeps! - - - - - - - - - - - -#anorexia  #recovery  #food  #fearfood  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #vsco  #protein  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #strongnotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #snack  #recovery  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthy  #gains  #girlgains  #protein  #chocolate  #twix  #cappuccino  #whitetwix 
Nutty vegan brownies 👌🏻💓🌱(before any1 asks I'm not 100% vegan and don't think I'll ever feel comfortable labelling myself as one as it's much more than just food ) started working at a vegetarian cafe so now a #projuicer Init 🤙🏽🤙🏽🤙🏽 .
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Very unphotogenic picture of my lunch 🍴 tuna 🐟 and cucumber 🥒 sandwich 🍞 plus a muller rice 🍚 & orange 🍊 juice! This was a challenge as this combination of sandwich has become a fear but I needed to change that - variety is good👍🏻 #ana #anxiety #anorexic #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #ed #edfamily #edwarrior #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #recovery #fuckana #fearfood #foodisfuel #bodyimage #boobsoverbones #balancednotclean #inpatient #strongnotskinny #discharge
Very unphotogenic picture of my lunch 🍴 tuna 🐟 and cucumber 🥒 sandwich 🍞 plus a muller rice 🍚 & orange 🍊 juice! This was a challenge as this combination of sandwich has become a fear but I needed to change that - variety is good👍🏻 #ana  #anxiety  #anorexic  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #recovery  #fuckana  #fearfood  #foodisfuel  #bodyimage  #boobsoverbones  #balancednotclean  #inpatient  #strongnotskinny  #discharge 
So yeah I'm losing at being thin, but hell, I'm winning at living. My jeans are too tight, my legs are touching: but instead of wearing baggy jeans whilst walking down a hospital corridor, I'm wearing tight jeans and I'm dancing to my favourite music. Is it really YOU wishing to win to anorexia? I thought it was all I wanted at one point. But you need to ask yourself where you'd rather be, and yeah you may have an okay day or so whilst in a relapse but trust me, even the WORSE days in recovery will be better. So if you're in costa or starbucks, do me a favour and look at the name of the drink rather than the number which follows it. Your head may bully you, but with each sip you take you bully that bitch
So yeah I'm losing at being thin, but hell, I'm winning at living. My jeans are too tight, my legs are touching: but instead of wearing baggy jeans whilst walking down a hospital corridor, I'm wearing tight jeans and I'm dancing to my favourite music. Is it really YOU wishing to win to anorexia? I thought it was all I wanted at one point. But you need to ask yourself where you'd rather be, and yeah you may have an okay day or so whilst in a relapse but trust me, even the WORSE days in recovery will be better. So if you're in costa or starbucks, do me a favour and look at the name of the drink rather than the number which follows it. Your head may bully you, but with each sip you take you bully that bitch
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Buon pomeriggio!! 🌞
Come state? Io bien bien
Ormai sapete cosa ho fatto questa mattina dato che ho documentato tutto sulle stories 🎥😂 MA ☝🏼 sono anche riuscita ad andare in palestra 🏋🏻‍♀️ Ho solo fatto una mezzoretta, perché ho deciso di suddividere l'allenamento tra oggi e domani 🌸
Sono andata verso le 12.45 sperando la gente fosse a mangiare, e invece nooo devono riempire la palestra anche all'ora di pranzo 😒🖕🏼
Comunque, questo piatto non vi mette tantissima allegria ?!😍🌷☀️ A me siii hahahah e soprattutto mi ricorda una certa personcina spicy 🌶💗
••riso basmati 🍚, verdure al forno 🥕🌱 e filetto di salmone, cotto a puntino 👌🏼
Tutto condito con olio, salsa di soia 🤤 e qualche fogliolina di basilico 🌿♥️
Cosa farete nel pomeriggio? Io vado appunto a casa del bro a portare i piatti anche se lui non c'è 😭 perché è in viaggio di laurea 👨🏼‍🎓ma lo rivedrò domani sera!
Vi mando un bacio enorme che arriva da qui 🇬🇧 a lì 🇮🇹🌍
Buon pomeriggio!! 🌞 Come state? Io bien bien Ormai sapete cosa ho fatto questa mattina dato che ho documentato tutto sulle stories 🎥😂 MA ☝🏼 sono anche riuscita ad andare in palestra 🏋🏻‍♀️ Ho solo fatto una mezzoretta, perché ho deciso di suddividere l'allenamento tra oggi e domani 🌸 Sono andata verso le 12.45 sperando la gente fosse a mangiare, e invece nooo devono riempire la palestra anche all'ora di pranzo 😒🖕🏼 Comunque, questo piatto non vi mette tantissima allegria ?!😍🌷☀️ A me siii hahahah e soprattutto mi ricorda una certa personcina spicy 🌶💗 ••riso basmati 🍚, verdure al forno 🥕🌱 e filetto di salmone, cotto a puntino 👌🏼 Tutto condito con olio, salsa di soia 🤤 e qualche fogliolina di basilico 🌿♥️ Cosa farete nel pomeriggio? Io vado appunto a casa del bro a portare i piatti anche se lui non c'è 😭 perché è in viaggio di laurea 👨🏼‍🎓ma lo rivedrò domani sera! Vi mando un bacio enorme che arriva da qui 🇬🇧 a lì 🇮🇹🌍
Chicken salad sandwich 🐔🍞, with a muller rice and orange 🍊 juice😋 was so so hungry for this. I don't know why though like a couple of weeks ago I wasn't this hungry? Anyone know why? Hunger scares me and I feel greedy when I'm hungry 😫 #ana #anxiety #anorexic #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #ed #edwarrior #edfamily #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #relapse #recovery #recoveryisworthit #bodyimage #boobsoverbones #balancednotclean #mentalhealth #mentalillness #inpatient #inspired #struggling #strongnotskinny #lunch
Chicken salad sandwich 🐔🍞, with a muller rice and orange 🍊 juice😋 was so so hungry for this. I don't know why though like a couple of weeks ago I wasn't this hungry? Anyone know why? Hunger scares me and I feel greedy when I'm hungry 😫 #ana  #anxiety  #anorexic  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edwarrior  #edfamily  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #relapse  #recovery  #recoveryisworthit  #bodyimage  #boobsoverbones  #balancednotclean  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #inpatient  #inspired  #struggling  #strongnotskinny  #lunch 
COCO POPS 💃🏼 I haven't had these since my Day Patient days which is a blast from the past! But @elliesrecovery16 sent me 21 gifts for each of my 21 years (yes I know she is amazing and I'm so lucky to have her as my No.1 🙊❤️) and coco pops were one of them! So I had them this morning with apple juice and a muffin with peanut butter 😊 Good breakfast to start my day right! Also, I maintained my weight EXACTLY this morning despite cake, brownies, prosecco on top of my meal plan, scary meals etc this week! Which proves that our bodies KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING! Trust them! I'm learning to trust mine more and more and think I'm even going to start fortnightly weigh ins 🤔 I've maintained my weight well for almost 2 months now, give or take a little bit of fluctuation either side, which is FAB and very normal. So yep, here's to the next stage of my recovery. Next step after this is intuitive eating, something I REALLY want to get into, but for now, one step at a time! Working a killer 1-9:15pm but I shall survive and chill this morning! Currently sipping coffee and chilling 😊 Have a good day peeps! -
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COCO POPS 💃🏼 I haven't had these since my Day Patient days which is a blast from the past! But @elliesrecovery16 sent me 21 gifts for each of my 21 years (yes I know she is amazing and I'm so lucky to have her as my No.1 🙊❤️) and coco pops were one of them! So I had them this morning with apple juice and a muffin with peanut butter 😊 Good breakfast to start my day right! Also, I maintained my weight EXACTLY this morning despite cake, brownies, prosecco on top of my meal plan, scary meals etc this week! Which proves that our bodies KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING! Trust them! I'm learning to trust mine more and more and think I'm even going to start fortnightly weigh ins 🤔 I've maintained my weight well for almost 2 months now, give or take a little bit of fluctuation either side, which is FAB and very normal. So yep, here's to the next stage of my recovery. Next step after this is intuitive eating, something I REALLY want to get into, but for now, one step at a time! Working a killer 1-9:15pm but I shall survive and chill this morning! Currently sipping coffee and chilling 😊 Have a good day peeps! - - - - - - - - - - - - - -#anorexia  #recovery  #food  #fearfood  #foodisfuel  #balancednotclean  #vsco  #protein  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #strongnotskinny  #boobsoverbones  #coffee  #snack  #recovery  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthy  #gains  #girlgains  #protein  #breakfast  #cereal  #cocopops  #juice  #chocolate  #apple 
Breaking the fast with a big bowl of brankflakes 🍚 and a banana 🍌 (the rest added afterwards! With my usual green tea 🍵 and orange 🍊 juice👍🏻 #ana #anxiety #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #ed #edfamily #edwarrior #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #strongnotskinny #weightgain #breakfast